Reason and Impulse – Disappear

The song is about what it feels like to face a problem that goes beyond one’s ability to handle; feelings like anxiety and avoidance, powerlessness and the illusion of control that comes from self-destructive ideation. The video builds on this by posing the question: where do these feelings lead? Is this really where we want to go? The video follows an individual who, after a fight with a loved one, takes out their frustrations on the road, and ends up flying through the windshield of their car. As they lay dying in a field, a dissociative fantasy ensues: little creatures come to rebuild the car and turn back time. In the end, the fantasy fails to change reality, underscoring the permanence of certain decisions.